`Thursday, June 30, 2005;__
Happy birthday Wei Jie!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI JIE!!!
Life in school is just so miserable!
hate it to the core! hate to study!
lessons are really boring! i can die!
fell asleep durin geog but grace told
teacher tt i'm sick -.- hahas.
so basically is just another sucky
day in sch! oh i mean in SCHOOL
only arh! have been slackin during
tt extended 1 hr self-study time.
walkin up and down lookin for weijie.
slackin in the toilet and all. and the
teacher came we jus dashed back to
class. hais can u imagine how to
survive when our sch hrs r so long!
like we can absorb in so much freakin
notes and words or wadever SHITS!
is just so waste of our time in school!
NO USE STAYING BACK SO LATE!
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........... AFTER SCHOOL
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...
lifes gettin better! went out of sch
at 3.45 and went to lot 1 with veron
we go first after tt wei jie and cs
came to meet us. wanted to go ktv
but too far and as u noe tt damn sch
end so late! so decided to go some
where nearer which is lot 1. we had
sukae su shi . it was FUN! yes life with
the company of the besties are still
BEST! had so much fun. oh can u
imagin people can be so suey!
She eat noodles and she drop the
noodles, she eat watermelon she
drop it, she eat ice cream she drop
it too, and when she take her chop-
stick she drop it again!!! oh tts was
so funny mann.. and she is tt MORON`
hur hur super funny lah.. dumb sia!
okay so after tt went to buy ticket for
initial D. and it starts at 7.25 so we
slack at the lib doin the hair stuff till
the time is up and we went in. well
really very nice woth the money!
oh did i mention tt both sushi and
movie were treat by wei jie the
birthday boy! =] yup so we headed
home at arnd 9.10 bah.
HOW I WISH I DONT HAVE TO GO
SCHOOL TML!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:10 PM;__
`Wednesday, June 29, 2005;__
SUCKS
Still cant accept the fact that school
holiday is sooo short. back to sch on
monday, was too lazy to post. so here
i am to talk about the school life for
the past 2 days. it just sucks lah..
most of my teachers changed. all
the nice nice teacher all chao.. wtf!
so basically i was fallin asleep for
the past two days during lessons la.
still cant adapt well. i just feel tired.
life in school tell me how nice can it
be? hatta wake up early! can u believe
i'm late for school today! is only the
second day my gawd. and tt harphal
said he aint gonna tolerate late comers.
wtf? how to survive? school hrs extended
longer!!! WADDE FUCK IS THAT! i tot
they gonna shorten the school hr? fuck la!
no use extending our self study time!
NO USE!!!
have to stay back after sch for music and
IT! is till 5.30! fuck it la. i just stay for IT
till 4.30 and i chao. too tired to stay any
longer. getting sick! have been sleepin durin
the IT lesson. is jus so borind lah. wasted
our money! why make it compulsory? shit!
went lot 1 for longjohn! long time since the
last time i eat longjohn huh. hur hur.
wadever i just hate school life lah.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:23 PM;__
`Monday, June 27, 2005;__
another day rottin at home.
Wasted another day at home doin nth!
planed to go bugis with rx but yea i slp
till 1pm. hur hur that explains why i
keep complainin tt i'm tired heh. so
last nite i was surfin the net till 5.45am
and then i slp till 1pm today. heh wad
kinda life i've got. mum came in to
my room ask me to wake up and go
church but i said i was too tired to. lols.
Veron` thx for helpin me with this blog
eh. lols i find it cool though. simple and
cool! thats wad i want! no profile no
tagboard no nothing. not even my
own name.prefer it to be UNKNOWN.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:04 AM;__
`Sunday, June 26, 2005;__
sch gonna reopen soon.
HOLIDAYS COMING TO AN END!
okay BIG FUCK cos holidays ending soon!
i didnt enjoy much. yup went to work. =]
night shift is really tiring. and tt bloody
lady said if we dun work till 24th they will
deduct 150 bucks cos we didnt inform them
three days earlier. bloody shit. work till 24th
loh. super tired. so came back home at arnd
9.15am and i slp at 10 wake up gettin ready
to meet my bro they all for ktv. realised i got
12 miss calls during tt 3 hrs of my sleepin time.
goodness i slp lk a pig heh. i didnt hear the phone.
hahahas. okay so didnt noe who call la. heck care.
went k-maxx. cab down to summerset to look for
my mum had dinner there and we took mrt home.
i'm really tired!!! can u imagin i only slp 2-3 hrs
everyday? i'm dying!!!
-is better tt u saw everything yourself!-
-dont need us to tell u cos i noe u wun feel good inside!-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 4:16 PM;__
`Saturday, June 18, 2005;__
whoa wad a tiring day.
Meet mei jin at adiralty station and we went to work. well is my first day. interview! =X so later had this product trainin till lk 5 plus and we headed down to parkway parade.we all seperated into diff groups.hur hur. okay so basically I JUST HATE SALES! yes i cant do any! if without philip's help i think today i get zero sales la. but lucky he helped me and i only speak to the customer 4 sentences only.. lols. i didnt dare to appraoch them is tt ang moh approached me first ...gawd!!! haha how lucky can i get. okay so tml i'm in deep shit. i'm sure i wudnt do any sales la. i'll jus stand there and stone and rot and see how other ppl earn money!!! fuck tt!!!
took philips car down to bugis V and meet all the other groups and den we went to have our super. erm veron waited for us there for dunnoe how long lah.. lols. okay so we left bugis at arnd
11.45 after our super. well actually tts my lunch .. i was starving mann.. fucken hungry! so took mrt back with huiteng veron tj cs and a ah gua.. =pp
hais tml gonna be a worst day!!! SIANNNN~~~~~~~~~ hohoho everybody attentions pls!!!
I'M NOW AT VERON'S HSE!!! erm hem we're doin NAUGHTY THINGS!!! hahas .. shes now on her bed.. hahas.. well today gonna sleep here and tml wake up at 10 for work AGAIN!!! siannnn.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:23 PM;__
`Friday, June 17, 2005;__
life sucks.
rottin at home for the past few days. yes alone!so today finally went out. saw so many west spring students. hur hur. went plaza mac to meet mr gilbert. he treat us to mac. haha. well den chat for v long time. so went o shop for awhile and i boughtcontact lens. got fedup when i was tryin to out tt into my eyes. gad i got v fed up!! after tt went to jon's hse with huiteng, rowenna ivan and weilin. well weilin left after 10 mins. roy send her down. den rowenna left abt half hrs later. so left all the guys ther eplayin mahjong. all sec 2 basketball boys and ah boon?haha coach and liwei? okay wadever.as usual all disiao me & jon. hur hur.. okay so talk to aunty
abt the problems i have. and how stress and all tt.talked abt HIM, tok abt my family, tok abt my studies and yes i shed tears infront of her. i cant be strong i'm too weak to. i wipe them off tryin
to ask myself to be strong but i cant. i'm just too fragile.i wipe off my tears and i tried to act lk nths wrong. and i'm puttin on a smillin face once again. puttin on the mask tt i wear everyday . yep and she understand me! she know how i feel. and she cheer me up. shes jus lk my mum? or much more carin? so had dinner there and den the guys left at arnd 6.45? den i carry on readin LIME and watch some tv and then the whole family send me home.haha. thx alot!!! tml? well goin to work interview or is it tranin tml.
SERIOUSLY I'M HOPING FOR A BETTER TOMORROW EVERYDAY!
too much for me, i cant take it anymore!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:57 PM;__
`Monday, June 13, 2005;__
i've got rashes!!!
GOODNESS!!! I'VE GOT RASHES!!! Well is killing me. fucking itchy and i wanna scratch
but the pain can kill me! fuck it! i cant stand it!!! Today went to church with mum and my bros.
was feelin kinda weird cause i havent been to church for some times. have this kinda weird
feelin but i dont know how to describe! after church we went ntuc and bought lots of stuffs la.
and went home. nth much, feelin tired. i'm stayin at home the whole afternoon. Gonna rot very soon, i must get some activities to live up my day. is getting boring each day. time flies fast and soon we're goin back to sch!!! I HATE this kinda life!!! -.- Today teng and mj went for work interview! hahas. well all the best for them la. Earn more money and den treat us k!!! we stay at home and rot! hais life can be so .... -.- okay so i'm waitin for ppl to jio me out!!! PEOPLE i'm AVAILABLE here! any lobang pls Jio me!!! just call my no and i'll be there! lols. okay wadever.
i shall end here!
-I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU-
-i shall curse you to death-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:31 AM;__
`Sunday, June 12, 2005;__
chalt
Came back from chalet at arnd 1.30. was really very tired!
this chalet didnt go on smoothly lk wad i expected.
-1st day-
check in at arnd 2. and we put ourbags all tt den we went
to escape. on the way mj receive a call. really sad la...
hais. so escape was fun la.. lols. really fun. and i scream
my lungs out . yep release my my anger.
den went back to chalet and i got sp fuckin pissed.
just walk off bangin the door so loud. hais. come on la
guys use ur brains to THINK! we paid for the chalet
not lk we go there for free! plus weijie spent the most
and wad u ppl do? showin attidude askin them to go out
just because they smoke? come on la. he got the rite
to ask u all to FUCK OFF not u guess why? cos he paid
70 and every one of us only paid 20! and u guys still got
the face to ask them to go out? not even wan to let them
stay at the balcony and smoke? got smell?
SMELL UR ASS la! DUMB idiots! dont lk just fuck off yea?
so got really pissed! me ,rongxin,weijie and cs we just
walk off and we went to BK for dinner. after tt we bought
beers, and booz so i was damn pissed and we drank alot.
and mix with the booz. gooness the effect was so strong.
i got drunk and tokin craps all tt. well the had funn lookin
at how drunk i was and i miss out all the funs! hur hur.
-2nd day-
had BBQ at nite and suddenly victor came. and then again
lots of unhappy things happened again. tj wann leave!
hais. and den ppl showin attidude. aiyah lots. i got pissed
off ofcos. leavin all the stuffs there and nobody wannhelp.
everybody eat liao den get thier fuckin ass outta the place
and leave the mess for us to clear. knn. wads worst they
didnt even help to prepaer the BBQ foods!
was really pissed at tt time. so at nite went to cheers to buy
booz. had at least 3 bottles of booz. goodness effect was great
too. and den i got drunk once again. this time i didnt tok much
but i slp till morenin and den they went for nite walk
leavin me tj rowenna in the chalet. i think so.
3rd day-
wake up and i vomit everythin out. twice.
was feelin unwell. so pack out things and we check
out at arnd 10.30. went mac for breakfast and den
HOME SWEET HOME! sleep from 2 till 7.30pm!
now is 12.10am. 12/6/05
today is VICKY's birthday!!! hahas.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:03 PM;__
`Tuesday, June 07, 2005;__
my birthday!
Okay i'm one year older. gawd i'm OLD!!! no no i'm more mature!
now i'm OLDER!! hais. noo noo i'm MOREMATURE! oh wadever!
so went for band today v tiring. did some drillin. =X tired like siao!
so released at arnd 12.15 and went outside the sch to meet veron,
she wait for me and teng there. changed in the sch and stuff so met
her. on the way received lots of greetings! thx u amanda, peipei,
shandy,pauline,amanina,nazura,rowenna & some others!u noe hu u r!
well so went jelapang to fetch Velda(veron's sis) cause i wan her to go
orchard with us! my birthday leh. so once in a blue moon she can cum
out with us. btw shes only 4 yrs old! =] and she followed us all the way
to town till 7plus! after tt went jelapang meet weijie. he was waitin
so we went to cck mrt to meet rongxin! oh well really glad tt she came!
so we took mrt down to orchard. and we went to shop first later went to
orchard mrt to meet meijin! so basically today ALL the asses came!
yes the only time u see all 5 of us together! a rare sight! -i'm glad!- ;)
well it kinda make my day more meaningful!
so later we went to eat sushi! yes cost us $100+ for 6 peeps!.
m, veron,teng,mj,rongxin & wei jie. well velda dun have to pay! 4 yrs old!
yes had lots of fun! esp tt rx! gawd super funny!!! hahas. oh and we
took lots of photos! will post them either here of msn or on frenster!
the very first 5 ASSES's photos! haha meaningful again! =]
so later on when we finish the sushi which is arnd 5.30, tingjian and
chenswee came to meet us! and we walk arnd lookin for surfin pants.
cos chenswee wanna buy me as a present but no luck so ya own me
tt present! not forgettin tj also hor! =pp okay so we walk arnd and
have to carry velda! gawd super tiring! hur hru we take turns lah..
later on we went to fareast cos tj and s havent had their dinner.
and we went back home! after tt. cus velda was cryin! she miss
her mum too much! hur hur well cant blame her.. too young
plus this is the first time she leave her mum so long i guess.
she cried a few times. -.- okay so on the way home she slept on the
mrt and i started to take pics of the presents! hahas. and our hands
and stuffs. oh yup forgot to mention saw jiaojian at one of the traffic
light there. =] and he called me to say happy birthdayday. haha.
funny guy.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR MAKING MY DAY SO MEANINGFUL!
thank you VERON: for the billlabong belt and the BIG round earing!
thank you HUITENG: for the pmk shirt and the bag oh not forgettin
the very very touching birthday card! =]
thank you MEIJIN: for the soft toy the long long long super long snake!
and u noe wad ? u own me a card! and ur first kiss! chalet hor!!! eh 3 more days!
thank you RONGXIN: for the stussy slipper! hahas! ;)
thank you JIAOJIAN: for the newbie t-shirt.
thank you JINGMING[kor] for the jacket! =]
thank you BROS: for the bag! hahas.
well let me say thx u first to TJ ,CS & WEIJIE though they
havent get me the present.=X tml? wells thx lah!
thanks : vicky, weijie,huimiang,cs,geokpoh,yunting,adeline,
issac,cailing,silviia,stephanie,crystal,cheryl,natalie,Jon,sheena,
leibing,cerlene,shermain,meiling yea and still got lots of ppl to
name. hahas i'll just stop here. and those i didnt write ur name
u noe who u are. thx you!!! muacks !!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:49 PM;__
`Monday, June 06, 2005;__
i'm not excited at all.
Guys u might think i'm very excited very happy
right now cause tomorrow is my birthday.
well seriously thats not how i feel. i don't
feel anything, is just another day in my life
and i'm pretty sure is the worst year ever.
With lots of problems, nobody ever know
how i feel right now. seriously i dont feel
anything about the coming birthday. to me
it might be the worst birthday so far. yes thats
how i feel. Things turing from bad to worst
and i dont know how to solve them out.
i dont noe wad to say to them, i dont noe wad
can i do to make the situation better and i dont
noe what the hell is getting wrong! it just dont
seem to be right but i dont noe wads wrong either.
As for tengs blog, i am VERY VERY sure that i
belong to the 2nd type that shes tokin abt.
Teng i'm not sayin u referin to me lah.. so no worry.
Cause thats only what i think, and i seriously
think i i belong to that type. i throw temper
very very easily, i get pissed off very easily
but i dont do all that for NOTHING! i'm stressed!
I'm too stressed over so many problems.
I cant be perfect, i'm not! I throw temper not to
to show that i'm big, i'm powerful or wadsoever.
i did that just because i'm too stressed and i
felt so irritated. therefore i cant control my
emotions and i just burst out scoldin and throwin
attidudes at others. Another thing is i throw
attidude which doensnt means i'm proud .
yea maybe some other people they feel proud
but to me i'm not even proud of myself. i aint
proud in anything i do, i'm NOT at all.
so yea those people should seriously think abt it.
don't ever throw attidude just to show how
great, powerful or wadsoever.
leave me ALONE________________`
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:30 AM;__
another 1 
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sick!
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another 1!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:52 AM;__
This is just another sicko hwo is tryin to pose for the cam with her bra outside. well shes probably tryin to advertise for tt bra. =X really sick!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:49 AM;__
`Saturday, June 04, 2005;__
Workin is really ytiring!
Have a lobang liao... night shift. =]
so xiaowei called yesterday at arnd 5
and asked me if i wanna work. lols
so ofcos lah. well my bro cant go as
he got his sargent test? erm like ranking
for the NCC thingy lah. heck..
so rushed home from senja with teng
and rowenna. and i chat online for awhile
and den went to bath and tts it i go to work!
HEY PLS NOTE TT I DIDNT SLEEP!
goodness i tot i couldnt tahan but still i did. =]
managed to stay awake till mornin. so the
workin hr is lk 10.30pm to 8am. $50.
so which means i've earn 50 bucks la!
well lots of students workin there. haha.
and there is this guy REALLY REALLY
very yandao. dyed his hair brown and with
long hair. erm i his fringe is long. and hes cute!
super cute tough his height is lk 2 heads taller
den me.. haha nah i think 185 arnd there lo.
whoa this work tiring sia. stand the whole night
jus to pack the MOTOROLA HPs. i'm now allergy
to mortorola hp liao.. see until i sian. everybody
said so. we only managed to sit during the 2 breaks.
and den yes the last hr when we all go in to another
room for packin. so went for breakfast with chenjie
and xiaowei. grrr i think i dun have the habit of takin
breakfast early in the mornin usually is after 10 loh.
den today so early and i only eat not even half of the
xiao wan mian. okay so reached home at arnd 9.30am
slp for 3 hrs and i wake up. seh cant slp sia.
hais.. and den the 'asses' left me alone at home rottin here.
where as they all went bugis. -.-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:32 AM;__
`Wednesday, June 01, 2005;__
gawd i'm so lucky!
came back from malacca on the 29 of may at night la.
so didnt have the mood to post yup i'm lazy to.
HEY GOOD NEWS HERE!!!
my da yi ma visit me yesterday!!! hahahas =]
which means i dont have to worry for the chalet
anymore! no more!!! my poor partner rongxin
she is NOW still waitin for her tooot* to visit her.
hahahas...... poor gal. =ppp
i'm gonna stop here =] TOO LAZY TO TYPE!
my blog gonna die soon. real soon. =]
shall i close down my blog? pretty gd idea heh.
SUPER SIAN RIGHT NOW!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:43 AM;__
